Day 14: 11-25-19

Hi to all the everybodys and nobodys of the world! Yes I know that I"ve been gone for an extremely long time, and I really don't have a reason for it other than my laziness. I also have know clue what I'm going to write about as usual, but I'll figure it out. I just read my last post and I saw that reminder so here is my schedule.

         1st block:     Honors Algebra 2 with Mr.Wiz

    2nd block:     Honors English 2 with Coach Gil

    3rd block:     Honors Latin 1 with Magister 
                               -3rd Lunch

    4th block: JROTC


What else have I been up to? Hmmmmmm.... I got some MONKEY SOCKS !!!!

I literally love them. 

Nobody really reads my blog anymore, but if YOU ( a specific person who I am hoping is) are reading this I just wanted to let you know something that I really wanted to tell you in person. I just couldn't get a hold of you alone so I'm going to just keep hoping that one day you'll come across this. 

           

           I'm really and truly sorry for the way I treated you when you confessed your thoughts. It was very immature of me to just shut you out and completely take you out of my life like that. Over the summer and past few months I've grown to realize the pain I probably have caused you and I understand if you just want to keep the ignoring each other thing going, but if you want to be like okay again that's fine too. I really did not think about how these childhood memories affect your future, so when you find your person I hope you stumble upon the courage that you had. I know that this stupid and small paragraph is a really bad apology, but here it is.  I am very very sorry for my mistake. 

Well ya... moving on I am totally getting bullied in my Latin class by these popular girls because I told Magister that they were people I didn't want to work with. Last week one of them cussed my out as I walked into class and today they were throwing popcorn kernels at me during class. I literally almost cried in class, but I didn't so that's good.

Today in JROTC we had to run a mile then do the obstacle course after that we ran another mile and did the obstacle course again. I was DEAD afterwards. When I was almost done with it I got to go play ultimate football and that also sucked, because they only threw the ball to me after another one of the other cadets said that I hadn't got a chance yet.  Sooooo that was embarrassing. and I almost cried twice during that game. Yet again I held back those tears because I'm strong.

Oh and I asked my Mom if I could go to Mil Ball and she didn't say no but she didn't say yes. I really x infinity want to go. 

That's about it I guess, so I'm just gonna leave you with the usual pinterest stuff...

         The honest truth.

I think that these go together for me.

Yes it is.

Beautiful.

This is really important you guys.

"Everything has beauty, but not everyone can see it."

-Confucius

Your Somebody,

  

                 Weirdo